Mumbling of a wolf

I wonder how I end up being in front of him in a totally unknown place, at totally unexpected, unwanted times, is that the destiny or just a coincidence? But Do coincidences repeat every time? I don't know.    He's that one guy with the most determined walk whom I'd like to stalk. Ohh his Lips, red like wine; his biceps, I want them to be mine. He, the cooler, cuter and more open minded than others, I wish I could take it a bit further. Ohh wait, Flirt? No, he's more than that, a true soul who never calls me fat.   He's that one guy who warns me and says 'Stay away from me' and guess what, those words are the reason I'm more attracted towards him, like a magnet at a glim. 'I'm worth hating' be his tag line but how can someone hate the Cutest smile.  He's that one guy who doesn't judge me based on what I share but funnily diverts the topic by commenting on my flair.   But He's also that one guy who says

'Don't be a child, think practically', 'Stop making fun of things and take them seriously', 'Plan and work for your future instead of daydreaming about foolish things', pretty much normal lines to drag you into a real world and make you a working robot. A good prescription for your disease called 'abnormal behavior!'. Being in a different world of your own, imagining things and living the life you know you can't have or things that won't happen, is it so abandoned when you cross your so called teenage? If adult-ing means leaving my dream world behind then I choose not to grow up so fast. So fast that I won't be able to cope up with the surrounding world. So fast that my thoughts will be drenched and will no longer be able to have their own space out of your confined world. When my mind can no longer handle the stress I've been carrying or when I'm overloaded with real life problems, I choose to flow in a world full of poss