Imaginary world

'Don't be a child, think practically', 'Stop making fun of things and take them seriously', 'Plan and work for your future instead of daydreaming about foolish things', pretty much normal lines to drag you into a real world and make you a working robot. A good prescription for your disease called 'abnormal behavior!'. Being in a different world of your own, imagining things and living the life you know you can't have or things that won't happen, is it so abandoned when you cross your so called teenage? If adult-ing means leaving my dream world behind then I choose not to grow up so fast. So fast that I won't be able to cope up with the surrounding world. So fast that my thoughts will be drenched and will no longer be able to have their own space out of your confined world.

When my mind can no longer handle the stress I've been carrying or when I'm overloaded with real life problems, I choose to flow in a world full of possibilities and fantasies of my own. Where sitting under an open sky and watching the pale yellow moon hanging low in the sky is all I'm doing to run away from the situation for a bit, to clear up my head. Where counting the stars and fail miserably while a star will cut from the dark cloth to free himself is as beautiful as spending an evening in five-star hotels. Where I can spend my afternoons with you and a cup of coffee, talking about all the nonsense without any fear of being judged is possible. Where true love actually exist and fairy tales are also real.

There, my duppatta won't get stuck in his watch but I can still forget myself and dance freely with him on that song I've been listening in this world over and again. There, I am not scared of falling in love at first sight, or living the life of my ifs and buts. There, people don't have real faces but they do have real heart and true soul. There, I have no secrets because people there, they don't waste their energy in judging others, I can be my true-self.

I'll continue to have my own world, beyond our normal lives, far from this ocean, flooded with unbearable lies and hurtful comments from others, far from the desert of love, filled with constant hatred and rage of others. I'll continue to have my own world, it's beautiful up there. It has been with me in my happiness but also in sorrows. It has been with me in my highs but also in my lows. I still have that imaginary person from that imaginary world as my best friend, who knows more about me than me. And I'll continue my friendship, forever!