Lost..
When you wake up and find yourself in the middle of a fairyland but even that land makes you feel like you are lost, like.. like it’s a chaos. Chaos full of randomness and uneven feelings, boiling up to burst out and you can’t figure out what is it that’s exactly making you feel that way… making you feel alone and unwanted and frustrated and.. and I guess, just lost. *Lost. You don’t remember the last time you had your mind checked in and had it under control, the last time when you felt happy and satiated and grateful but you know you want to feel that way and still you can’t. You have some burden, some internal barrier that’s holding you up against the freedom and although your body is free, your mind isn’t. *Uneasy, uncomfortable! You have a to-do list ready, you know your responsibility and the things you’re liable, oblige to do and yet you don’t find it persuasive, you don’t find it exciting and you still do it without looking at the results and constant failure and blockages;